Slow Turning

Like the song says, you can learn to live with love or without it

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It Happened

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I had wanted to,

and almost did,

but there was always something

holding me back.

Until last night.

I said it.

I told him, “I love you.”

And it wasn’t scary or hard to do.

It actually felt good.

So I said it again.

And felt even better.


Written by rachel

November 16, 2015 at 11:12 pm

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It wasn’t that long ago that
The thought of you brought
A flush to my cheeks and
Made my heart race.

Now the thought of you brings
Tears to my eyes and thoughts
Of unanswered texts and
Cancelled trips.

I know that when I was
With you, I was happy
But now I wonder if you
Ever felt the same.

Do our moments together
Mean less now that we’re
Not talking? Or can I still
Look back and smile?

What hurts the most isn’t
That we’re over, but that you
Just stopped wanting to see
Me and responding to me.

It took me awhile, but
Then I realized it wasn’t that
You were going through
A difficult time.

I was just unwanted.

Written by rachel

April 9, 2015 at 6:29 pm

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In the End

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I miss you.

I miss the way I felt when we were together.

What hurts now, is that our beginning is going to be left without an ending. The hardest part is not that we came to an end, but that we ended because you just pulled away.

Without a word.

I never got the chance to tell you that you broke my heart.

And that I still miss you.

And will be waiting for you, if you ever change your mind.


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March 29, 2015 at 6:17 pm

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